I am 27 years old and have a husband who is in his third year of marriage. I want to see myself being degraded by a man other than my husband. I want to see myself getting excited by seeing a stranger's erect penis and having my throat violated, letting out a lewd drool. Being scolded with toys, I gasp obscenely, and while being spanked, I am violated from behind. I can't stop these abnormal desires.
