38 years old. Unmarried. Most of the relationships I've had in the past were purely physical. I've become a bit unable to trust men. It's been 18 years since I broke up with my last partner. I haven't had sex in 18 years. Recently, I've met someone I like and I hope to develop a deeper relationship with them. I want to make this person fall for me, but I lack confidence in myself. I want to seduce him, but I'm anxious because I haven't had sex in 18 years...