The first time real sex was allowed. The first time I felt the definite warmth. The sensation of sperm filling the vagina and slowly exiting. My boyfriend and I were found out at school, and I was begged by the boys in my class to keep it a secret. "I couldn't help but want to try something equally helpless with my boyfriend's actions..." After school, without hesitation, I met a guy for sex. Even if it was filmed, or if it was raw, in the end, even if it was inside me, it felt so good that I didn't care anymore.